Friday, November 30, 2007

4.5 months

She's eating twice a day, the rice cereal and she grabs my hand with both of her hands which becomes quite a mess. But she opens her mouth like a little bird ready for the worm! So cute.

I absolutely HATE going to work and leaving her with grandma or daddy. I want to be with her and I shall very soon.I don't care how it has to happen or where we have to go but I cannot be without her like I was without my B, missing all his babyhood and missing him calling out in the morning and missing first steps because he was with a babysitter and my mom picked him up. I was gone 12 hours a day for during his babyhood and that was AWFUL. Now,although I'm working 10-2 that turns into 8-4 that I'm NOT with my baby T.

She's biting my fingers a lot and drooling. Doctor had said she may begin teething soon. B didn't get teeth till he was a year and I"m hoping she won't get any too soon either with the breastfeeding. Even eating the cereal at night she's still eating 2x's at night so when I have to leave for work is when I REALLY want to go back to take a nap. And I have to drive such a long way to get to work that some days I don't know how I make it being so sleepy.

She's in her crib each night and goes to sleep after her bath & a little nursing. If she's not fully asleep I'll play spanish lullaby music.

She rolled over once the other day but not since. I marked it on the calendar but it hasn't become regular yet.

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