untitled-sadness

My sweet girl is 2 months old now and I'll have to go back to work soon which makes me quite depressed. The worst day of my life was April 25, 2001 when I had to go back after my son's birth. Now this new date, upcoming soon, will be my equal worst day. I am praying for a soon end to my need to work, by the end of the year hopefully. Today I just feel depressed and sad. It's midafternoon and I"m still in my pajamas but at least I've eaten a full meal already while she napped. I got a good bit of sleep last night (with a nap this morning ) compared to the night before when I only got about 3 hours. She's crying now and it reminds me of a kitten, so I've called her "gatita" sometimes. She's so sweet and beautiful. I guess I should go feed her now.